I don't know.

I don't know.

I just don't know.

There is something going on in my head and I don't know how to explain it, exactly. It's like I'm overwhelmed, though I don't really have any reason to be. I feel like my spirit is screaming at the top of it's lungs, and I don't know how to soothe it. This makes no sense, I'm sure. I kinda feel like crying, but I can't see what good that would do. I look out the window at yet another snowfall, and I want to lash out. It's like the snow is punishing me for some unknown misdeed. I'm sure that snow wasn't meant for me personally, but the snow is definitely leaving me feeling thoroughly ticked off.

In this moment, peace escapes me.

I suppose that it could be that my entire day has pretty much felt bass ackwards. Really, I don't know where to begin. I guess there will always be days like this. Literally, my only peace today has been while sitting in the ladies' room at work, and hearing the song It Is Well With My Soul coming from another room on that floor of the building. I had kind of hoped that whoever had it playing happened to have it on repeat. No such luck.

Perhaps, I will find peace again in the bottom of a bowl of chili. I'm looking forward to dinner.